hmm three weeks into school and i forget why i missed it. give me my summer back! i promise i'll be worthy of it and not live in my bedroom reading with no contact with the outside world! i'll cast away my hermithood if i could just sit in some yummy sunshine by a pool, refreshing beverage in hand, casting away my sickly paleness... sigh
school is okay... some stuff sucks... other stuff is good. there are great people i get to see and others i'd rather not have anything to do with but that's life right? i am a lazy person at heart and the thought of schoolwork makes me cringe. i need motivation... bleh... like right now... i'm doing "English homework"... yeah right. seriously i feel like an old cripple. i go home and i'm like "oh my back aches from carrying my 2 pound bag", and i've got this hot and cold thing just like an old person. i'm positive this isn't natural.
i've been feeling way more sensitive lately too... i feel like crying and i don't even know why. i think it's 'cause of the weather and the stressfulness of school. art class, which is usually my outlet, really sucks because of this new teacher... it makes me so depressed because i'm passionate about art (i know you can't really tell from this account but i am) and it helps me relax but i don't even have that. i don't FEEL like reading a book on the cubism movement, just give me a pencil and paper any day.
anyway enough with the story of my life.
Cheers,
Michelle
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